In you I search,
          Behind the deep quiet of ordinary eyes
For pixels of life.



I tremble and flinch,
          For nothing screams or tenses up.
A deafening zero...


         

Do not be fooled
this stuff that hurts
I alone consume.
it's mine;
regardless of the time,
or the who.
You are what you love,
not what loves you.

From the endless cradle of dreams,
open mouthed
reality falls around like slow Alaskan rain.

Defy this body.
Test the laws of human frailty
and purge your fragile, tight-tube heart.

GET UP.
please.
GET up.
please



Transcend this unholy fucking bed.
Walk straight, do not slip:
set fire to that pale good night,
boil these comfortable morphine tears;
This sweet December frost
kills not in a garden of death.
Rage, rage, strike back,
Annihilate the living and their cost.